waiting for the unknown by tia-the-fairy, literature
Literature
waiting for the unknown
She sits silently in the corner
Just waiting
Waiting for whatever may come
Her eyes dart from the clock
To the door
She rocks silently on the floor
The fear she is trying to hide
Is so obvious in her eyes
Sweat drips down her back
And she holds down screams
And cries of terror
She doesn't know what they want
With her
This makes her more nervous
She rocks faster
Suddenly there's a knock at
The door
She runs
Only to hit a wall
Everything goes black
Silently she sleeps
She doesn't know about what's to come
Nothings troubling her
But why should it?
She doesn't know yet
She doesn't even notice
When someone is looking though her window
Longingly
Lustfully
Wanting what they can't have
She doesn't even stir
As he carefully
Inch by inch
Opens the window
He climbs in and stands beside her
And fantasises about what he's about to do
She stirs
But then once again is at peace
He raises a knife
Suddenly her eyes open
She screams
Trapped by you
Your world of hate
Trapped by you
Your it\'s too late
Trapped by you
Your pessamistic flu
Trapped by you
Your point of view
Trapped by you
Inside your head
Trapped by you
Your i\'d rather be dead
Trapped by you
Your insecure
Trapped by you
Your i\'ll never be pure
Trapped by you
So i can\'t see
Trapped by you
Because you are me
Help me escape me!
Kate is sad
She stares at the ceiling
Her face is expressionless
But her thoughts are realing
She just wants to know
If death is the answer
She just suts and wonders
While her life floats around her
Her wrists are red from cuts
The scars from her knife
Just because she thinks
It\'s the answer to her life
The look in your eyes
The grin on your face
As you sink your teeth
In to that
Big
Juicy
Chunk of flesh
Your in absolute heaven
As you go back
For more and more
You don\'t care
That it was once here
Beathing
Feeling
Alive
All you care about
Is that you get more
I watch you in disgust
Bacause you make me sick
Sometimes i wish
That they\'d eat you
I want you to know how much you mean to me
But i just can\'t bring out the words
You do so much
You don\'t even know
Hugging you
Makes me feel like a little girl
Safe in a warm bed
You make everything seem right
When i feel everythings wrong
You help me forget
How much i hate the world
You help me remember
That some people are still good
You help me survive
Thank you
Will i ever be enough by tia-the-fairy, literature
Literature
Will i ever be enough
Why can\'t i ever please you?
Why am i the odd one out?
Why is it when i\'m with you
I just want to scream and shout?
You make me feel like nothing
You make me insecure
You make me feel like a disease
That doesn\'t have a cure
\"I\'m not the fucking vego
Why can\'t you eat normal food\"
You say it like you don\'t care
\"I\'m sick of tip-toing around your mood\"
Why can\'t you just accept me
Instead of making me cry?
Why do you go through all my things
Why do you have to pry?
Why am i so evil?
Why am i the one
Who seems to screw up your life?
Answer that for me mum
Break from the darkness by tia-the-fairy, literature
Literature
Break from the darkness
White
Calm
Silent
Inner peace
Warmth
Trickling through my body
Back to caring
Loving
Needing
Feeling
Break from the darkness
Pain
Suffering
Indifference
Feeling angelic
Feeling happy
"I've quit now, really, I promise, I'm not doing it anymore." She looked at Tim desperately, almost begging for him to believe her. "I hope so," Tim replied, "I hate seeing you destroy yourself". "As if I was," Lara replied, "if it was that bad there'd be a law against it." She smiled and played with her long brown hair, Tim could see she was trying to lighten the mood so he changed the subject. "So I'll pick you up at eight then?" They were going to the evening view at the art gallery.
When Lara got home she looked in the mirror, does it really have long-term damages? she thought to herself. She'd read stories about other people who'd
Current Residence: Hidden in my mind Favourite genre of music: to categorise something, is to give it boundries, i like bands that change Shell of choice: broken ones Wallpaper of choice: edible (charlie and the chocolate factory) Skin of choice: pale
Favourite Visual Artist
pupasoul
Favourite Games
hide and seek
Tools of the Trade
emotions, pen and paper, camera....relating (mentally) to inanimate objects
I was just wondering if anyone here was or knows a good tattoo designer?
I'm looking for something swirly with bubbles and a butterfly/fairy and with something to the likes of "never forget to love yourself" or "you must love youself before you can love another" or possibly 'The heart never lies to us, and there is no such thing as bad love. So, follow your heart into all of loves adventures.' woven through it.
It needs to be at least 11-15cm high and i want it to wrap higher on my leg on the right side and lower on the left.
I'm sick of being reminded of my silly past, it's not who i am anymore, and hasn't been for a long time now. I wan
So i finally went through my holiday pics (and actually put them ON my computer). I've been back for a month so i figured it was about time.
I've put some of my favourites up here, and i'll probs add some more later on. Hope you enjoy them!
I wanna drop uni and go back over to asia...WAAAAAAA...
well i normally steal peoples beds because unless they have an awesome rug floors are cold and ouchie. and to be fair they were just notes from one of my lectures last year.
wat 2 sentences sum up your life recently? other than drinking coffee and doing uni work with lev-vy?